i am always upset recently.i think some things i dont need to know how or what.
what i need to do is waiting.i know and i also want to do it.
but i think i did a bad job.things get me annoyed easily.
like this evening,i got the chance to practice my german.
only Folker n i know how badlt i did.i know foreigners are always be nice to me.
總是懷抱著明年想去德國的夢想，對自己來說，那不是個夢想，是個會實現的未來。
每次打電話回家，總是會有不一樣的消息，讓我面對"現實"
平常藉由電話中，聽到的只有關心及碎語，但藉由姊姊的話
真的會讓我很想哭...雖然關於拔拔的健康我是以夫演的語氣帶過
但這背後是不敢面對的心態，總是將最壞的情況轉像正向
the list was announce and i wasnt on the list.the embarresing is all my partners are in! to be honest,i am not really sad.
coz many reason,like my left knee ,my clubs ,my....
oh i teared when i talked to marc.when i welked down the mountain,i just felt upset but cant cry.
however,when i talked to him,i teared....he said dont cry dont cry.i didnt have tissues.
embarrased again.oh!
well all happened on monday night!
i think i had better to write it down or things will change.
其實本來打算現在要睡了，但想說乾脆寫一寫不要拖了，腦帶整個不享用腦子思考，直接打中文
有見於上次四人坐一桌根本沒聊到天加上我覺得這個人很有趣
所以這禮拜就直接先找他聊天
now i suddenly miss someone when i saw bobbys photos.im really jeaous the friendship which people in rock have.its awesome. i have to say!
i just checked some information about the visa in germany.那很麻煩.whatever,i will go to german either next year or in two years!
i showed my korean homework to 歐爸.he almost corrected the whole paper!its okay,i know.the said is i bumped up a girl who is goods at korean.
no matter when i see people who can control the languages well,i feel sad.im really shamed that i ve said i chan speak the languages.i konw
languages needs practicing.but i still sad when i saw that:P.ive to sad that practicing works.though i spoke badly at that moment,at least i improve.
噢禮拜二宣布禮拜四要小考，連筆記都還沒整理
說真的，要考試的時候才會覺得自己的德文能力進步
音為有在念書有在背單字讀文法就是不一樣
可是好多真的無法透徹的念完
今天度過了一個圖書館夜晚，終於做到五樓旋轉椅搭配大桌子的位置
噢， 天中午的客人特別多，竟然到一點十分才下班
趕忙跑到chatting room的時候，歐巴已經在那了
說實在的，雖然叫年紀大一點的人歐巴是他們的文化
可我還是不自覺的先入為主的認為那是男生要滿足他們自己的...不知道怎麼說
被韓版流星花園影響太深了吧!
it is a exciting day.before today,i was always upset.i didnt konw why ,but today,i was happy.i went to the chat corner this afternoon and there is no one there.however,i finally find out that my german is poor!i even afraid that i cant join the summer camp which ive dreamed for a long time.'cause of this afternoon,it encourage me to go rock.there is something interesting that i was a little lazy and i didnt want to go to chat corner 'cause my tv show was too funny!suddenly ,the computer was lage,so i have to go out!thank you God!i just know that i am in the summer camp!thou i am not sure whether they chose me due to the VOIS .or they recognize my ability! whatever,i will stay in the summer camp and i also can be apart member of them!plz help me God!help me to overcome the relationship between people!plz God!btw,i knew a Japaniese-American girl in rock!she is a nice guy!hope we will be nice friends:)
說到底，最重要的還是自己的心吧!
剛剛看到社團這學期要交成績單，想起上學期初，還很擔心自己沒有達到那個成績標準時，煩惱的樣子。但接近學期末，真的是隨心所欲了。讓自己的成績以零點幾分的差距，未達標準。
少了個學習的機會，或許說，好險下學期的時間比較短吧!我沒有很在意成績，說實話。我認為有沒有學到東西比較重要...
中午去聽了nancy的演講，是關於口譯的。問了小助教，他說這學期不若上學期般的多外籍生可供練習；頓時覺得，時不我與吧!亦或是說，自己不懂得把握機會，縱使是一樣的行程，人士的變遷是很難掌握的...
剛剛看了del去韓國的照片，就我認為，最佳的玩樂時間是與大眾不同的時間，像寒暑假就是一個很難玩的時間─到處人擠人的。最佳的時期應該就是大學生了吧，但這要依賴於有否相當的財力才可以如此...
God,i would like to know whether i am not strong enough?or why i feel upset now?there's no one i can talk to .even if there is ,those people who i want to WASTE my time on them... so how could i do?i think the point i sad today is that i heard some news .my friend said that the interview of the summer camp is difficult.i am afraid...to be honest.'cause there is nothing on my resume ,.i dont think my english is good enough too.not to metion german...well.pla help me,God.i have no confidence at all now....i am thinking whether i should give up th interview this year and have the interview next year.frankly,i dont want to do that due to the interview in AIEF .no matter hoe the result is,i felt happy after the interview.from that moment ,i told i myself whether i will take those jobs or not,i have to give the CHANCE to myself!so i dont want to give up !God,plz give me strength!plz,plz,let me in!
today is Valentine's Day.in the begining,i think its not my day.until now,its still not my day 'cause i am single.after hanging out ,i changed my mind.single is not guility,but the worse thing is without money.i had an interview today in Dann.its so cheap to take MRT from Tamsui to Dann.it cost only 38 NT.but it took much time.the interview of my question is whats your impression of the U.S?i dont think i did it well.however,i tried it!after the interview,i was so EXCITED!everything has the first time and then second time ,third time...finally i will get it!the dinner of my Valentine's Day is GOOSE FEAST!i think its the first time i taste 鵝肝.the 鵝肉 there is delicious!the name of the restaurant is 剝骨鵝肉.when i passed through there at first,i was too shy to go in the restaurant.in the end,the spirit of travel came out,so i walked back to have dinner there.after that,i was picked up by a stranger in the Taipei Station.she said she want to talk to me due to my height.then we talked for a while ;most of that was talking about God.then i went to Q square.i bought two pieces of agnes.b chocolate.when i was choosing the chocolate,the clerk kept asking whether i would buy a gift to someone.it was noisy!eventually,i bought two.it might be strange to buy two,but they are expensive!both of them cost me 170NT.they only as big as cube sugar.oh no,it much smaller than cube sugar!!i saw many single people in the shopping mall.its not many people in the mall.perhaps most of people have romantic dinner in the restaurants.it has much discount in the mall and i was touched.i really have to SMART WITH THE MONEY!after window shopping in the mall,i think single is not teribble,but people have NO MONEY is the worst thing.btw,ive chaned my thought to people in Taipei.its hard to describe that but people here is the same like the ones in my hometown.they work hard to make money,spend money,save money and so on.'cause there are a lot of people,it looks like there are many rich people.oh ,its the first time to exprience the rush time in the MRT.it just like everyone get together to celebrate new year.it so poor that people who have to commute everyday!it has fog in Tamsui this morning.i dont think its any special 'cause our school is in the mountain.however ,it still has fog in the evening in the campus.it even has fog in the MRT station.it wird 'cause station is flat place.whatever ,its so amazing.no matter what day it is ,i have to treat myself as nice as i can.and i have to study hard to achieve my goal,to make a lot of maney ,to enjoy the life with myself<3
i thought it would be the first time i wrote an article in this year initially,but it didnt.i wrote one already when the first day of 2012.i even hope that i would pass the korean test. notwithoutstanding,i missed it! now,i wanna tell myself-NEVER think it enough! i just saw Amelia's photos on facebook.she majors in english and i and she are a little alike.well...i hope i can improve my english,german,korean this winter vacation.however,i only studied german for an hour and then took break for a long time.after that,i seldom study.i dont think its good.i always think,i can study hard when i have vacation.and i seldom enjoy myself and study hard enough,like i dont do both well...frankly,yes,i can speak,listen,read and write english.sometimes,i still cant understand what other people talk about.so can u say i GOOD AT english?i think i only can say i CAN say english.uhhhh,i know i am better than many other people.but my goal isnt that! i wanna be BETTER!!oh,i am a little sad that i cant read and write english,but i cant write the way like foreigners do.ummm i think that is okay ,but i just a little upset that.
baby,just keep practice .every step will leave a footprint
i pray my english will be good as my chinese( though my chinese is getting worse:P)
i pray my german will be good as my english
i pray my korean will be good as ....? (i can say a completely sentence whenever i wanna say)
2012第一天
在宿舍度過跨年─其實節日對於我而言都沒有太大的意義。
只要想要，一年的某一天都可以成為某個節日，而非被別人所制約的。
在宿舍訂了披薩，室友頤吃到肚子撐，頻頻喊肚子疼
快笑翻我了!雖然他很痛苦...
